Things That keep Me Awake At Night

Hola Como Estas, (hello everyone how are you) that was in Spanish. Hope you are doing fine. Doing well in this world is quite an achievement. So, today after a long time I am blogging again, so our today 's topic is being a night owl.

Firefly doesn't know about others, but when its night time or to be precise we can say that when it's a sleepy time for normal people, at that time am busy in doing my work whether it's related to my work or it's about a blog. At that time, it’s like suddenly my brain started to work all of a sudden and I don't have control over it. Many times it starts thinking over, analyzing each thing overly and its consequence is after that am not able to sleep peacefully. Amaze me because of this.



When am in bed that time out of nowhere billions of ideas crashes in my brain and I am like I seriously need to get up and write those things on paper because when it's morning my brain is like a hanged PC doing no function, weird for me. Moreover, that deep discussion which I do with my brain. Being a night owl is really useful, but sometimes it is a headache, I mean you can't sleep, develop insomnia and what not. Also, your family or the friends or anyone whom you are living starts pestering you should sleep in the night or you should wake early to do this and other stuff like that. I want to tell them 1 thing dude, it's not in my hand. Nobody wants to ignore their sleep everyone loved to rest
Well I know it looks like am cribbing but am not. You know what maybe it happened to you too, the time when you get most inspirational ideas at an unusual time. When you are like holy crap this is such an out of the box idea, but the situation, the place, the time is not appropriate.

This thing happens to me each and every night. So, that makes me angry. Also, I have noticed that I finish my most of the work in the night time. Am all awake and attentive at the night time, now am habitual to this time, sometimes it causes a problem like when I have to wake very early but that problem doesn't bother me now.
At times I also think about the world and its problems like terrorism, lack of benevolence and hatred for each other and so on. I have an another post on this am sharing the link below


And I also work on the things which may help us to improve the current situation. This deep analysis of everything really exhausts my brain and so each night this circle goes on. Right now, to be honest, am writing this in the night and its quite calm but sometimes this nighttime scares the shit out of me, I mean my thoughts wanders all over the scary place or scary thoughts which lead to a sleepless night and tired morning. For e.g.,the scary movies or the things which I have seen in my childhood, their memories suddenly start to refresh lol.

So according to me, dusk is bizarre, you have inspirational thoughts, you also think all the wrong things at a wrong time. Oh! I forgot to mention thing in this time you feel all kinds of the emotions more intensely mainly hurt or maybe sometimes you want to cry more you are more overwhelmed during this time, might be possible it only happens with the firefly yet I noticed it many times and also you remembers the things which you could say to someone in some conversation and also one of the major things is making scenarios or you can say imagining things which you want that they should happen in real, and these forecasts sometimes make our brain fresh or sometimes depress but that’s another thing. Getting lost in those stories is ecstatic well this is my opinion.

And so there are many things which we do during night time except sleeping and for me when I just lie down on my bed and boom I remember all the things which I forgot to do . freak there is only one job which I should have been doing in the night that is sleep but this one thing is miles away from me and my thoughts .this is the story of my life .
So that's my thoughts if you have the same situation like me, please do share in the comment box and also please share this with your friends too.
Thank you
Love
firefly