Things That keep Me Awake At Night

Hola Como Estas, (hello everyone how are you) that was in Spanish. Hope you are doing fine. Doing well in this world is quite an achievement. So, today after a long time I am blogging again, so our today 's topic is being a night owl.

Firefly doesn't know about others, but when its night time or to be precise we can say that when it's a sleepy time for normal people, at that time am busy in doing my work whether it's related to my work or it's about a blog. At that time, it’s like suddenly my brain started to work all of a sudden and I don't have control over it. Many times it starts thinking over, analyzing each thing overly and its consequence is after that am not able to sleep peacefully. Amaze me because of this.



When am in bed that time out of nowhere billions of ideas crashes in my brain and I am like I seriously need to get up and write those things on paper because when it's morning my brain is like a hanged PC doing no function, weird for me. Moreover, that deep discussion which I do with my brain. Being a night owl is really useful, but sometimes it is a headache, I mean you can't sleep, develop insomnia and what not. Also, your family or the friends or anyone whom you are living starts pestering you should sleep in the night or you should wake early to do this and other stuff like that. I want to tell them 1 thing dude, it's not in my hand. Nobody wants to ignore their sleep everyone loved to rest
Well I know it looks like am cribbing but am not. You know what maybe it happened to you too, the time when you get most inspirational ideas at an unusual time. When you are like holy crap this is such an out of the box idea, but the situation, the place, the time is not appropriate.

This thing happens to me each and every night. So, that makes me angry. Also, I have noticed that I finish my most of the work in the night time. Am all awake and attentive at the night time, now am habitual to this time, sometimes it causes a problem like when I have to wake very early but that problem doesn't bother me now.
At times I also think about the world and its problems like terrorism, lack of benevolence and hatred for each other and so on. I have an another post on this am sharing the link below


And I also work on the things which may help us to improve the current situation. This deep analysis of everything really exhausts my brain and so each night this circle goes on. Right now, to be honest, am writing this in the night and its quite calm but sometimes this nighttime scares the shit out of me, I mean my thoughts wanders all over the scary place or scary thoughts which lead to a sleepless night and tired morning. For e.g.,the scary movies or the things which I have seen in my childhood, their memories suddenly start to refresh lol.

So according to me, dusk is bizarre, you have inspirational thoughts, you also think all the wrong things at a wrong time. Oh! I forgot to mention thing in this time you feel all kinds of the emotions more intensely mainly hurt or maybe sometimes you want to cry more you are more overwhelmed during this time, might be possible it only happens with the firefly yet I noticed it many times and also you remembers the things which you could say to someone in some conversation and also one of the major things is making scenarios or you can say imagining things which you want that they should happen in real, and these forecasts sometimes make our brain fresh or sometimes depress but that’s another thing. Getting lost in those stories is ecstatic well this is my opinion.

And so there are many things which we do during night time except sleeping and for me when I just lie down on my bed and boom I remember all the things which I forgot to do . freak there is only one job which I should have been doing in the night that is sleep but this one thing is miles away from me and my thoughts .this is the story of my life .
So that's my thoughts if you have the same situation like me, please do share in the comment box and also please share this with your friends too.
Thank you
Love
firefly

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Terrorism is there any end? R.I.P Istanbul airport attacks victims

Yesterday I heard this news and it made me upset and stunned me. First of all, pray for them who have lost their lives in this attack and for the many other victims of terrorist attacks. May god give their family strength to handle this situation. And also pray for those who got severely injured in this attack.



When god created this universe, I, don't think that he ever imagined it to become like this. People are killing each other for no reason. Some are saying that terrorism is related to religions, but we all know that the one who slaughter innocent people have no religion. I want to know their aim behind all this, killing and hurting people will never lead you to heaven, for this, there is only one place hell. And moreover, we must know one thing that heaven and hell are both present on this earth. We don’t have to go far for this.



 I always wonder that how they have so many guts that they kill people without any second thought. I mean, if I have to kill an ant I think twice and then I never get the guts to kill it. And they brutally killed thousands of people,it amazes me . Don’t  their hands shake before doing this? Don’t  they ever think about the after consequences? Do they ever think about those kids who gets orphan at such early age?



The 3-month-old baby lying dead, it just made my blood cold and a shiver ran down  my spine when I see such scenes. Then I question the one who is a father of each and every person that this small baby hasn't seen anything, haven’t done anything wrong, then why such punishment and the one who does wrong things are roaming freely without any fear.



Recently I read the interview given by Mr. Donald trump. They were connecting Muslims and terrorism, I want to say one thing, no religion teaches you to slay people. If you read their religion books , then only you will understand this. Connecting religion and terrorism are just our stupidity and showing our own beliefs. and I don't understand what governments are doing for this. after every attack when people lost their loved ones then their tweet or interview comes saying we 'll fight against it . but the everytime same story revolves like a circle.

We should make humanity on top, but we are not focusing on this thing. Everyone is busy in making their communities on top. I never understand this concept . we live on one planet , isn’t it, we should care for each other live with benevolence. But no we are eradicating each other. One day we won’t be here so for what you are destroying the mankind. loving others is easy in contrast to hating.
I was searching recent terrorist attacks and I don't have words to say. Thousand of people lost their lives within these 6 months due to terrorism. Here is the data below :
 
   

Months Ø  January Ø  February Ø  March Ø  April Ø  May Ø  june

Total incidents                                                                                   97     67   108   150   197   211

       

As mentioned by Wikipedia :

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_terrorist_incidents,_January%E2%80%93June_2016

Why we want others to follow us , why they can’t have their own opinions. Forcing others to obey your rules, I don’t understand  why it is necessary to make others like you. Did god make you perfect or you dropped from the heaven as it is?  I never got this notion. Let them live their life. We already have so many problems for eg hunger, plague , virus attack ( eg zika virus , ebola virus etc ) , glaciers are melting why don’t you do something for them rather than killing people so that you can rule the world. Dude if you kill everyone then whom you are going to rule. Therefore STOP this .


On the name of fear , killing people , raping , kidnapping doesn’t make any sense . be afraid of god.  Bloodshedding  because of race, caste, color and religion. It is utterly  stupid .to cease this education is very much important so that we can differentiate between right and wrong. we shouldn't follow others blindly.

Well, this is all my pov , please do share your opinion that how we common people can change this whole situation. And also share it with your friends and others.

~ firefly

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