Things That keep Me Awake At Night

Hola Como Estas, (hello everyone how are you) that was in Spanish. Hope you are doing fine. Doing well in this world is quite an achievement. So, today after a long time I am blogging again, so our today 's topic is being a night owl.

Firefly doesn't know about others, but when its night time or to be precise we can say that when it's a sleepy time for normal people, at that time am busy in doing my work whether it's related to my work or it's about a blog. At that time, it’s like suddenly my brain started to work all of a sudden and I don't have control over it. Many times it starts thinking over, analyzing each thing overly and its consequence is after that am not able to sleep peacefully. Amaze me because of this.



When am in bed that time out of nowhere billions of ideas crashes in my brain and I am like I seriously need to get up and write those things on paper because when it's morning my brain is like a hanged PC doing no function, weird for me. Moreover, that deep discussion which I do with my brain. Being a night owl is really useful, but sometimes it is a headache, I mean you can't sleep, develop insomnia and what not. Also, your family or the friends or anyone whom you are living starts pestering you should sleep in the night or you should wake early to do this and other stuff like that. I want to tell them 1 thing dude, it's not in my hand. Nobody wants to ignore their sleep everyone loved to rest
Well I know it looks like am cribbing but am not. You know what maybe it happened to you too, the time when you get most inspirational ideas at an unusual time. When you are like holy crap this is such an out of the box idea, but the situation, the place, the time is not appropriate.

This thing happens to me each and every night. So, that makes me angry. Also, I have noticed that I finish my most of the work in the night time. Am all awake and attentive at the night time, now am habitual to this time, sometimes it causes a problem like when I have to wake very early but that problem doesn't bother me now.
At times I also think about the world and its problems like terrorism, lack of benevolence and hatred for each other and so on. I have an another post on this am sharing the link below


And I also work on the things which may help us to improve the current situation. This deep analysis of everything really exhausts my brain and so each night this circle goes on. Right now, to be honest, am writing this in the night and its quite calm but sometimes this nighttime scares the shit out of me, I mean my thoughts wanders all over the scary place or scary thoughts which lead to a sleepless night and tired morning. For e.g.,the scary movies or the things which I have seen in my childhood, their memories suddenly start to refresh lol.

So according to me, dusk is bizarre, you have inspirational thoughts, you also think all the wrong things at a wrong time. Oh! I forgot to mention thing in this time you feel all kinds of the emotions more intensely mainly hurt or maybe sometimes you want to cry more you are more overwhelmed during this time, might be possible it only happens with the firefly yet I noticed it many times and also you remembers the things which you could say to someone in some conversation and also one of the major things is making scenarios or you can say imagining things which you want that they should happen in real, and these forecasts sometimes make our brain fresh or sometimes depress but that’s another thing. Getting lost in those stories is ecstatic well this is my opinion.

And so there are many things which we do during night time except sleeping and for me when I just lie down on my bed and boom I remember all the things which I forgot to do . freak there is only one job which I should have been doing in the night that is sleep but this one thing is miles away from me and my thoughts .this is the story of my life .
So that's my thoughts if you have the same situation like me, please do share in the comment box and also please share this with your friends too.
Thank you
Love
firefly

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Terrorism is there any end? R.I.P Istanbul airport attacks victims

Yesterday I heard this news and it made me upset and stunned me. First of all, pray for them who have lost their lives in this attack and for the many other victims of terrorist attacks. May god give their family strength to handle this situation. And also pray for those who got severely injured in this attack.



When god created this universe, I, don't think that he ever imagined it to become like this. People are killing each other for no reason. Some are saying that terrorism is related to religions, but we all know that the one who slaughter innocent people have no religion. I want to know their aim behind all this, killing and hurting people will never lead you to heaven, for this, there is only one place hell. And moreover, we must know one thing that heaven and hell are both present on this earth. We don’t have to go far for this.



 I always wonder that how they have so many guts that they kill people without any second thought. I mean, if I have to kill an ant I think twice and then I never get the guts to kill it. And they brutally killed thousands of people,it amazes me . Don’t  their hands shake before doing this? Don’t  they ever think about the after consequences? Do they ever think about those kids who gets orphan at such early age?



The 3-month-old baby lying dead, it just made my blood cold and a shiver ran down  my spine when I see such scenes. Then I question the one who is a father of each and every person that this small baby hasn't seen anything, haven’t done anything wrong, then why such punishment and the one who does wrong things are roaming freely without any fear.



Recently I read the interview given by Mr. Donald trump. They were connecting Muslims and terrorism, I want to say one thing, no religion teaches you to slay people. If you read their religion books , then only you will understand this. Connecting religion and terrorism are just our stupidity and showing our own beliefs. and I don't understand what governments are doing for this. after every attack when people lost their loved ones then their tweet or interview comes saying we 'll fight against it . but the everytime same story revolves like a circle.

We should make humanity on top, but we are not focusing on this thing. Everyone is busy in making their communities on top. I never understand this concept . we live on one planet , isn’t it, we should care for each other live with benevolence. But no we are eradicating each other. One day we won’t be here so for what you are destroying the mankind. loving others is easy in contrast to hating.
I was searching recent terrorist attacks and I don't have words to say. Thousand of people lost their lives within these 6 months due to terrorism. Here is the data below :
 
   

Months Ø  January Ø  February Ø  March Ø  April Ø  May Ø  june

Total incidents                                                                                   97     67   108   150   197   211

       

As mentioned by Wikipedia :

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_terrorist_incidents,_January%E2%80%93June_2016

Why we want others to follow us , why they can’t have their own opinions. Forcing others to obey your rules, I don’t understand  why it is necessary to make others like you. Did god make you perfect or you dropped from the heaven as it is?  I never got this notion. Let them live their life. We already have so many problems for eg hunger, plague , virus attack ( eg zika virus , ebola virus etc ) , glaciers are melting why don’t you do something for them rather than killing people so that you can rule the world. Dude if you kill everyone then whom you are going to rule. Therefore STOP this .


On the name of fear , killing people , raping , kidnapping doesn’t make any sense . be afraid of god.  Bloodshedding  because of race, caste, color and religion. It is utterly  stupid .to cease this education is very much important so that we can differentiate between right and wrong. we shouldn't follow others blindly.

Well, this is all my pov , please do share your opinion that how we common people can change this whole situation. And also share it with your friends and others.

~ firefly

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Life with Superwoman aka Lilly Singh

Finally, the moment arrives, am a little bit nervous , talking about Superwoman is not easy, Lilly Singh aka Superwoman the name is enough to give me immense happiness & positivity and much- needed incentive. And yes am also one of those 9 million. I still remember the day when I accidentally stumble on her videos from that day to this day she is constant in my life. This girl I am saluting her, she is outstanding, marvelous and what not. Initially, I didn't like her, but now am her fan. I still can't believe that I watched her all videos within 2 days and then the vlog comes.

Hats off to her, if one say Lilly is so lucky I would say NO, there is no luck here it's a sheer hard work, I watch her vlog daily and my god her day starts with work and ends with work. She is a pro at making funny videos, but also she is a fabulous dancer and my god rapper too.



There are days when I lose my inspiration for my work, but then I watch just one of her video and am all charged up. I always make my brain understand one thing that if your idol is doing soo much work then why can't you. You should also do your task. I have adopted this one habit from her.




Am totally amazed when I see Superwoman's dedication towards her work, I have seen when she is awake till 3 am & she has to go to work or meetings at 8 something, she always stunned me. Here I start pestering when I don't get my sleep.



Experts say 8- hour sleep is necessary for your beauty sleep, but now am like she is beautiful inside out without 8-hour sleep. Oh, one important thing her honesty, oh my god, she is so truthful, I mean many times when things couldn't work out or we won't get things which we prepared for, we start finding excuses, but this girl I never saw her doing this, she openly tells us '' oh yeah I didn't get the call or my audition did not go well '' etc. I better learn this thing from her.

My life with Superwoman is now more productive, better and full of positive vibes. She helped me when I was sad, depressed and confused. She encourages  me to do things which am passionate about. Her passion for her work is commendable seriously. Lilly spread positivity wherever she goes and she made a unicorn island where good vibes are in the air.

Lilly's fans are also superb like her, my fellow unicorns. When I check the comment section of her videos there is mostly +ve comments, no bashing no bad vibes. They are helpful to each other. I just get surprised when I see this. Her fandom is unique and lovely.

Lilly taught me how not to be rude, I never saw her rude behavior with anyone, she is polite to each and every person. This girl is truly amazing. Her bold and blunt nature is dazzling. She talks openly about everything whether its racism or anything love that quality of hers.

how could  I do that Paramjeet and Manjeet, am talking about them so late, Paramjeet will surely gonna scold me lolz '' tu mere bare hun dass ri aa, badi aai firefly'' am sorry Paramjeet. She plays both characters flawlessly. Entertainment and creativity are at the peak.

Superwoman is a school of learning, her every vlog teaches me  a lot of things, and her rejuvenation Sunday that's totally worth it and I learn that some me time is also very much important so the next day you could give your 100% in every task and feel refreshed. If there are so many good things I have learned then there are some cons too the main one is

- Watching her videos again and again
- Losing track of time while watching Lilly's videos
- Forgetting the chores  which I supposed to do
- Morning and night, losing this track, {I know this is same as point 2}

I need to work for above cons.  So this is my life with Superwoman which is happily going and there are many other things which I don't remember yet. Please do share your story and if you don't videos then I suggest you should go and watch. You'll surely love it.

Stay safe
Love
~ firefly 

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A Letter To Father

                          " A  Dad Is A Daughter's First Love''

Dear Papa,

     First of all, happy father's day.  

Most of the time I forgot to say thank you to you for the things that you are doing for me as each day and for the things you had done for me when this world was new for me.

Everyone says that for every child their father is a superhero, well am not agree with this thing, because  superhero  can fail, but a father never fails.

I remember those days when I show stubborn behavior, the days when I troubles you & not trying to understand that why are you saying NO to me. Am sorry for my that conduct. Am recollecting those moments when I vent out my frustration or anger on you, but you still loved me and helped me even though I was acting like a jerk. Thank you for still loving me. Presently, when I see that am not able to manage things with my money,  Now I wonder how did you managed it even with the little amount of funds & still fulfilled my all wishes, at times they are completely useless.

Papa thanks for saving me each & every time, whether it's from mom's anger, from my own inner demons and for everything. There was a time when you let me fall so that I could learn my own lessons. I never recognize your efforts and shows the ungrateful behavior, but you papa my god never complains, if someone does this to me, I start cribbing but I never saw any frown on your forehead. Papa, thank you for providing me everything.

Today Am very delighted that you give me good morals and values because of them today am in this world with chin up. I know when I'LL be trouble, you are in my backup. & I love the way you always treat mom with love & respect,give her the freedom & most importantly loyalty.

 Love

An ingrate child

Some of us says we don't have a father or the one whose parents are divorced, or abusive I want to say one thing to you guys you still have a father who is looking for you in every sec & min, the one who is in the sky the God, the father of all. He is your father, he has your back, just trust him.            Please do share your thoughts.
     
                              '' When god gives you a ''NO'', give him a ''Thank you''.
                                     He is  protecting you from less than his best'' 
                                                                                                               
Love

~firefly 

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Bulb without mother?

One day Thomas Edison came home and gave a paper to his mother. He told her,''my teacher gave this paper to me and told me to only give it to my mother.''

His Mother 's eye were tearful as she read  the letter out loud to her child; your son is a genius. This school is too small for him and doesn't have enough good teachers for training him. Please teach him yourself.

Many, many years after Edison 's mother died and he was now one of the greatest inventors of the century, one day he was looking through old family things. Suddenly he saw a folded paper in the corner of the drawer in a desk. He took it and  opened it up. On the paper it was written; your son is addled (mentally ill), we won't let him come to school any more.

Edison cried for hours and then he wrote in his diary; Thomas Alva Edison was befuddled  child, that  by a hero mother, become the genius of the century

This is the power of a mother who taught  child so well that he  invented bulb without which we can't imagine our life today. Also, he had invented movie camera, phonograph, carbon microscope 

and many more things. If that day her mother gives up, then we all can imagine what would be the results. 

  So we should not give up, I can understand nobody is born a genius, but we can become the genius
 it just we have to believe in our ability and shouldn't be afraid of doing hard work 

We all know that hard work is key to success. Whatever difficulties you are facing today it will not matter when you will reach your goal. Hold on for a  little more time.

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Being jealous is good?

'' Jealousy is just lack of self confidence''

Hello guys,

 How are you? AM hoping you are doing fine in this stressful life, especially for teenagers and don't worry, I know adults have many issues too, am not denying it 'laughs' sorry for my poor attempt of joking.

So my today's topic is being jealous and comparing ourselves with others.

I don't know that whether it's only me that feels these things or you guys too are on the same boat like me, but any how when I see others achieving cool stuffs which I also want, I get jealous easily it's not like that I wish bad things for them, but good things for me.

It is just that I feel why the hell I don't get those things. Sometime's  am envious of my friends and even relatives, I know right now am looking like a bad person, yeah this is the truth of my life. When you do a lot of hard work and still you don't get the desire result it makes me upset.

For e.g. If one gets the 1st place and you are not, though you did the hard work it torments me.

And also when you have social pressure on your shoulders and your elder's expectations the situation becomes more difficult. At this phase the comparison thing comes and boom we built them worse for ourselves. But then we are forgetting one thing that this matter should make you better not bitter. Because now I just realized and make myself stick to it that am just seeing the  rewards of others not in their hardships, maybe they are grafting much, much more than me, I don't know the articles they are sacrificing to get the work done.  I am sitting eating cookies, watching movies and not doing any productive work and still want that I should also have those things, then this is utterly stupid of me, who am I fooling around. It's necessary that we must indeed to ourself.

So now I made a peace with this, yes being jealous is a good thing because it pushes you to move your ass to do work not for daydreaming and procrastinating. If you want something go get it whatever it takes you to make it yours don't be afraid of failure because now I know if I failed then also it'll give me wisdom which, is much much important then those materialistic things. So yes by this now I am signing off.

      ~firefly

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